All I do is put it off, off, off. No matter what what what.

           Alright, quick middle of the night...whatever. I'm Bridgette, I'm in school, I have a paper due tomorrow (just a rough draft tho). I missed class Tuesday - I was psyched and proud of myself - so now I am trying to catch up - by writing a tiny paper on an easy subject.  Yet somehow I can put off the simplest and most fruitful things off forever, until I fuck everything up or piss everyone off. GRRRR. I love/hate (mostly love and admire) the ballers who just get shit done. Regardless of quality, because lets face it: if you are doing something promptly the quality will come naturally. So, I love to do things, love to try things, and get off on success and progress....but I stay grounded, no stuck in my self destructive ways. I'd like to think that tonight (or this morning) I will turn the corner and mature a bit. 

Here's Hoping! 

Cheers!